How to change my discourse with myself

It's easiest to lower yourself down, to let the elves penetrate your security mantle at your most critical moment. But you know something.... there is a way to let them go their way. And the way is to learn to play them a different tune than the one they play to you. So it's true at first it's by force while plugging your ears, so as not to hear the elf faking, but later it turns into a humming melody that plays in complete harmony what you are!
You are what you have!

So I suggest you:

play!!!! At most you got a song